Current feelings

Angry, and fed up. Really fucking tired of people hiding important information from me. Angry that all my stuff is spread across 3 different houses, and I can't find fucking anything. Angry that I can't consolidate my stuff into my current living space because someone else's oppressive amount of shit is taking up all the space, and giving me nightmares of shit avalanches. Angry at myself for making poor decisions that are detrimental to my mental health. Angry that I didn't make my low benchmark goals. Angry that even though I'm being kept in the dark, there seems to be some major shut going down. And I have to deal with it alone. So done today.